kesh decides to die


on 29.11.2008

Busog Onion

in the middle of office working hours..
i stopped working..
and answered..
friendster surveys!!!

40 little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what.
[ONE] Who were your last 3 inbox texts from?
– je ar.. roy.. ate marbs..
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
– sa corregidor inn courtesy of ho-ney-chan..
[THREE] What’s your middle name?
– hmmm… password ng forbidden page ko eh..
[FOUR] Your current relationship status?
– dead end and single. hehehe
[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
– yeah. lakas! haha
[SIX] What is your current mood?
– feeling bloated..
[SEVEN] What’s your mom’s name?
– minerva.. the goddess of wisdom.. kind of explains why she loves making talumpati when she’s mad..
[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
– not shirt.. green’s the color anyway..
[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
– yes.. hello baby mavy girl!
[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
– yes. i’m a prisoner of yesterday. LOL!
[ELEVEN] Have a crazy side?
– yes. i even have a crazier crazy side!
[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
– mga nightmare moments siguro.. last night i dreamt of joining a game ala survivor.. at the end of the show kelangan ko raw kainin ng buo yung 17-inch cake at dalawang bote ng planters cheeseballs! i woke up feeling bloated.. and i still do now.. amf..
[THIRTEEN] What is something you do a lot?
– blog? oh! i always listen to the radio.. watch tv.. surf the net.. read magazines.. hahaha slambook LOL!
[FOURTEEN] hate anyone?
– none in particular..
[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right Now?
– yes. oooh! who could that be? (inintriga ang sarili..)
[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
– no! say nooo to drama!
[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
– nung napanod ko video ni lee.. that was last saturday.. 😦
[EIGHTEEN] Can you be everything to anyone?
– no. i can be something tho.. hehe
[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
– myself.. i adopted mariah’s idea of self-help.. hehe
[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
– his smile.. then his face.. then his voice.. hehe one thing nga lang e!
[TWENTY-TWO] What’s your biggest secret?
– it wouldn’t be called my biggest secret if it’s meant to be exposed here.. ninny!
[TWENTY-THREE] Where is your cp?
– inside spongebob’s head.. hehehe find it! find it!
[TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take her/him back?
– back where he belongs? endangered specie? yes.
[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
– wall-e.. kung fu panda.. naruto.. yep! minsan mas me sense pa kiddie movies or shows kesa sa mga adult ones. hehe
[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
– mango banana of fruit magic..
[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other languages?
– oui.. hai.. no..
[THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking about right now?
– kung me mapapala ba ko dito.. i’m guessing wala.. hehe
[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be doing right now?
– finding something better to do than answering this.. like doing my job.. hehe
[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favorite memory?
– kingston? LOL something happened on august seven.. ooh.. i’ll call it my august rush.. hehe
[THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening to?
– lil wayne.. mrs officer.. wee ooh wee ooh wee ooh wee..
[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person you told I love you ?
– my sister.. 
[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently around the person you like?
– siguro.. parang nangangati yung pwet.. haha
[THIRTY-NINE] What is your natural hair color?
– dry black.. hehe
[FORTY] Who was the last person to make you smile?
– si je ar.. je ar: kesh.. i love my bebibi.. hahaha private joke.. nice one happiness!
What do your friends call you?
– kesh kc king keiz keshy kes
When is your birthday?
– april _.. password ko sa forbidden page..
What are your favorite foods?
– pizza.. pasta.. desserts and dulce de leche caramel stuffu!
Are u a hard drinker
– no.. i don’t usually drink.. i prefer to be the sober one when all my friends are tipsy.. hahaha
Are you in college now?
– not anymore..
Do you work now?
– yes.. but not working.. hehe
What song you like to hear when the time you are so lonely?
– barok question? sa ngayon.. adele’s make you feel my love..
Favorite Movie.
– view my friendster.. it’s there.. hehe
Provide some of your choice number.
– eh? 7?
name some of your favorite hang outs.
– anywhere as long as im with myself.. minsan kasi hindi ko sya kasama.. LOL
What is your perfume?
– i think it’s ralph lauren.. Px stuffu..
Do you have other Friendster account
– wala.. isa lang..
Are you a party girl/boy?
– no.
is there someone mad at you? If yes. Think why.
– myself.. d’oh!
Friends and Love question
Name some of your friends.
– friendster.. andun sila..
Who was your best friend?
– myself.. oooh the memories we’ve shared!
what can you say about friendship?
– friendship is a happy word..
what is the most important? Love one? Or your Friends?
– love one? love two? sino gumawa ng survey na to! sarili ko muna.. then the next would be someone who can and will satisfy my needs.. hahaha
Do you slept with your contact? Name them.
– what? no! contact? no! slept? yes!
Do you experience your bf/gf told you that you’re the only one? But the fact is he/she lied?!
– yeah.. pero ok narin.. i deserve someone.. yummier! haha whatever that line may mean..
Does the time comes to you that you have 2 or more bf / gf?
– no.. i’m as faithful as a penguin.. tho i can’t convey feelings clearly.. tsk tsk
Are you in a relationship now?
– no. why? shut up and drive. hehe
do u have any commitments or understanding except with your bf/gf NOW? If yes what is his/her name?
– wala..
who was the last person you dated?
– myself.. it was fun! and i’m thinking of asking myself again.. hmmm.. what should i wear?
what is Love for you?
– love is another happy word..
Is there any one of your ex and friend of yours you know that they are together now? who they are?
– yes.. but i don’t disclose names.. 
What makes u turn on?
– uhm.. push the button? hehe
Introduce your self. Tell us some words that they must know.
– yo!
How about a message for your exs?
Smug Smiley haha
Say something to your bf/gf
– n/a
Dedication to your crush?
– matitikman din kita.. hahaha!
Dedication to your friends?
– pangasinan natin ah! and oh! the bar hopping too..
Favorite sound?
– surround sound? happy feet sound?
Weirdest celebrity crush?
– sponge cola’s armo.. i think it’s weird for me to like him.. hehe
Who makes you feel safe?
– me papa. pag ke mama i feel unsafe sa sermon.. haha
Last time you stayed in a hotel?
– does the corregidor inn count? if yes then my answer would be last nov 15..
Word you say too much?
Best feature on your face?
– eyebrows? or that short white facial hair that keeps on popping on my face!
Best thing to do in the winter?
– walang winter sa pinas! a snowball fight would be fun tho.. kamehamehame-wave!
Best thing to do in the summer?
– beach hopping..
A tv show that you are embarrassed to like?
– XXX? hahaha
A song that you are embarrassed to like?
– back to your heart by backstreet boys. ew LOL duh!
Worst habit that you have?
– sleeping 3am in the morning.. then arriving 11am at the office.. hehe daig pa manager ah!
Did you vote in the last election?
– no i don’t vote..
Do you go grocery shopping?
– usually.. twing paydays.. fresh milk and more fresh milk!
What kind of shoes did you wear today?
– my aerosoles.. puro foam.. love it!
What makes you gag?
– blooper moments?
Ugliest animal?
– snake..
Ugliest Celebrity?
– wala naman.. some looks funny lang.. hehe
Best personality trait someone can have?
– being understanding?
Worst personality trait someone can have?
– selfishness..
Ever steal something?
– steal? something? hmmm
Are you gullible?
– hindi siguro.. i think i have trust issues.. haha
First thing you notice about someone?
– aura..
Are you mad at anyone right now?
– wala naman..
What do you need right now?
– my room.. my bed.. my laptop..
Where do you want to go?
– el nido.. wala ba gusto sumama sakin? hehe
Anything exciting coming up soon?
– twilight movie..
Have you changed much in the past year? [physically and mentally]
– same same..
Have you ever been in love?
– define being in love..
Are you addicted to anything?
– to internet? to mango banana shake? yes!
What can you just not understand?
– how life can be unfair sometimes.. and how can people abuse your kindness.. tsk tsk..
When’s the last time you screamed?
– sa side car pauwi.. muntik na masagasaan ng side car ung bata.. aaaaaaaaay! as in tili.. bwiset. Dull
Favorite place to buy underwear?
– mall?
What is the root of all evil?
– satan. hehe ay what pala.. uhm selfishness?
Funniest female?
– lisa kudrow?
Funniest talk show host?
– chico and delamar.. talk show yung morning rush, neh?
What do you wish you looked like?
– wala.. sarili ko parin.. but a little taller.. leaner..
Last time you fell?
– matagal tagal narin..
Favorite scent?
– gucci’s envy.. and fresh japanese corn cob cooking!
Is the glass half empty or half full?
– where’s the glass?
Favorite animated movie?
– Wall-E?
Favorite toy as a little kid?
– lego.. gusto ko sana yung clay.. ano tawag dun.. play doh? i never had one. Sad Onion childhood frustrations! hehe
Are you social?
– no.
Stupidest thing you did today?
– maling file nasend ko sa manager ko.. instead of career plan.. nasend ko leave form.. amf!
Smartest thing you did today?
– did my career plan.. hehe
Is your phone fully charged?
– nope.
~~~ end of surveys ~~~

i have a strong feeling..
na madidisappoint ako sa twilight film..
panonoorin ko parin..
slightly pissed off coz i can’t watch it today..
i was reaaaaaally reaaaally looking forward to it..
but then i had to go home early..
coz of some family stuffu..
ako pa man din nagayos at naginvite..
sayang ang load..
hindi rin naman ako nakasama..
at wala din naman sumama sa iba pang ininvite ko..
tsk tsk..
i’ll watch it by hook or by crook or by nuke!

ate of fruit magic is usually sunget..
and kuripot..
lagi isang pirasong tissue lang binibigay..
yesterday i bought.. as usual.. a mango banana shake at fruit magic that costs 55Php..
i gave her 100 pesos..
sabi nya..
“wala kayo 5 pesos??”
sabi ko..
“wala eh..”
she gave me 50 pesos..
sabi ko..
“ay pano to..”
sumimangot sya..
then a while ago i bought another one and gave her exactly 60Php..
nagulat sya..
then smiled sweetly..
sabi nya..
“ay eto yung 5 pesos kagahapon?”
ngumiti ako..
nakangiti na sya habang nagseserve ngayon..
at dalawang pirasong tissue na binigay nya..

this would be my last post for november..
november.. november..
i didn’t enjoy you that much..
but i liked the happy night we once spent..
and the 13th month bonus we spent..
sana next year..
mas malaki pa..


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